I'm feeling a little paranoid now as I really wonder are people talking behind my back? At first I thought it would not affect me at all, but now i think it affected me by 5% (that little)! I just wanna know what are they talking about so at least I will stop feeling so curious. I know it is like a 100% that they are talking and talking and talking about me (the bad way) and I'm so freaking curious how bad they condemned me so from there I can sort out the right and wrong. I totally do not think that I'm the one making mistakes and so who is the petty ones? So now there are two problems around me, one is the 'fake' and the other one is the 'petty' (: Both problems can be solved, i just need to ignore and see what comes next ^_^