posted : Sunday, August 23, 2009
I've been dreaming so much recently. So much that I kind of mixed up my dreams and my daily life. Sometimes I cannot tell if something really happened in reality or is it just a dream. But it's ok, I love to dream at night. I love how I can have all the good things in my dream. I love how in my dreams I can have the things I can't have in life. I simply love to dream. Every night before I go to sleep, I will think and wonder what I’ll be dreaming about later. It's like a mystery. I don't know what I’ll be dreaming but I sure know it will be something nice. But I hate waking up half way through a good dream. It is so frustrating. Yesterday night I think I embarrassed myself again yesterday night. I hate waking up in the morning and feel ashamed thinking about what I’ve done the night before. Argh. Why is it every time when I drank a little too much alcohol, I will start to act a little weird. Sigh. I really have to start controlling my alcohol intake. Or I should train myself so I won’t lose so much in the games so I won’t end up losing and drinking. Feeling so horrible after drinking I felt so horrible after drinking, I vomited. I don’t know why I’m so weak! Maybe it’s the mixture of alcohol. I hate beer. Now I’m suffering from hangover ): I can’t concentrate. When I’m looking at MA’s notes, my head is spinning. I’m feeling so giddy. I hope I won’t suffer from migraine. Or I’ll be so dead. |