Today was a boring day.. Or i mean yesterday? Argh its a day when i keep feeling lonely. I studied a little bit. Damn lil, like just doing notes for a chapter on Econs. =( Then i'm tempted by the computer thats is so near my study table.. I thought i will just browse the net for a while, but i just can't seem to get out of my seat. Thou there is totally nothing interesting online! I just start to browse randomly and listen to some boring music. Its like so contradicting, using the computer is sooo boring yet im kind of hooked to it! The worst thing is that staring at the boring computer screen make me feel lonely. A feeling of helpless. It always happen to me when i don't know what to do using the computer. When i got no websites to browse, when i got no game to play and when i have no more interest in the computer! & i hate that feeling. I'll wonder why isn't anyone smsing me or talk to me on the phone. Then i'll think of some sad memories and feel that im a lonely girl. Thats how i turn emo for the rest of the day... I don't know why im feeling bored, lonely and emo when i got so much to study for my test on monday!! I wasted one whole day feeling emo? My god i'm so retarded!

Labels: bored, Emo, lonely, retarded