Should I or Should i not? I'm confused!! I wanna control myself but i can't, i know i can't~ I can't resist temptations, i want it so much! I have been waiting but when its finally coming i feel that i should stop myself.. Its a sin~ I should not commit anymore, i should not hurt her. Its unfair to everyone, unfair to me too. I wanna find a way to reject but i know i can't do it. I know myself too well, i know im bad at rejecting. Moreover its not only rejecting others but also rejecting myself. How i wish things can be more simple, now i know why simplicity is beautiful. Now i just hate complex situation. I should just stop. Stop it once and for all. But will i be able to do that? I have been questioning myself every now and then but i still can't answer myself. Maybe i can do it at the most crucial moment or maybe i should just wait and see...

Labels: Simplicity is beauty