I have no idea why i'm feeling a little low these few days.. As if there's something stuck in my heart which i think i cannot get it off.. Never really enjoy the month of feb and the begining of Mar don't seem to be good too! haiz.. Dunno when i will feel happy again, feel just like when i'm in Pasir Ris sec, a secondary school student only worries about my examination.. I really miss Secondary school alot! How i hope to have the feeling of being in class 5A2 again, studying and listening to the nagging of Mr pay. Or enjoy the tensed up feeling during Ms Jumiah lesson. Or even attending Ms lyn lesson! I MISS SCHOOL.. Miss my classmates..Miss my teachers..Miss the school compound!! Think i just miss secondary school life!

Been feeling troubled by a few problems, i don't seem to have a smooth year. Haiz never come across problems that make me loss my sleep at night and feel like crying in the day! Been feeling so lonely, especially at night, when my whole family was asleep and left me alone in the darkness.. Staring into the computer and got nothing much to do, browsing boring websites, trying out boring net game. It makes me feel worst, feel so boring and so lonely. Feel like no body care! Feel like no body can help me solve my problems.. Why can't my life be easlier, why u have to make my life so stressful and throw me so many problems.. Im really very tire, tire of explaining to others and putting in good words for u.. I'm tire of thinking of solutions and find none. Tire of asking for help and ended up useless... Im just tire..