Unrealistic

2011-03-27T19:33:00.002+08:00

Oh wow examinations is in less than 2 months and I am here wasting a few hours of my time doing up this post! And whats worst when this post was about something that happened in January?

I decided to do up this post now is because i need some time off, keep myself away from my books for a while. Anyway this post is about my 'birthday' celebration this year, its actually after my birthday so i'll say it is like a belated one. But i felt that it feels more like a gathering that night for me and i love it.

Went Butter that night(22.01.2011) with some really awesome people and had lots of fun dancing in the super crowded dance floor!

Heres the pics!

Now, back to mugging!

2011-03-02T13:28:00.001+08:00

They are such sweet and cute little creatures! They hold hands while they sleep (floating), argh adorable to the max!

2011-02-26T02:35:00.000+08:00

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2011-02-15T15:03:00.012+08:00

My adv birthday celebration with my old lovely friends at home- 16.1.11

The day was great, we had fun eating, playing stacko, blowing candles, eating cake and singing karaoke. The curry chicken prepared by Trixie's dad was awesome, because even my dad and mom said so.

I'm really glad they celebrated my birthday with me as things happened to me a few months ago and i wasn't really happy so i'm not looking forward to my birthday! But because of them, i'm actually glad that its my birthday!

Uno Stacko was fun!

What? its my turn again?!

Shit, i didn't know that i will lose!

Birthday cake time!

Whats happening to the candles? Why it lit back on itself? I think i spent like 5 mins at the candles.

The tiring candles. Ok i'm the one feeling tired not the candles. haha

Can you tell how much i love my sis from this (:

2011-02-15T14:37:00.005+08:00

JB trip with Trixie and Carin on the 5th of Jan 2010

I brought both of my darlings to the salon i always patronize in JB to have their hair permed.

We first went to have the much raved Ah soon Bak Kut Teh, it was my 2nd time there so we kind of got lost at first but after asking around we finally found the eating place! The soup still taste heavenly to me and I still can't stop salivating when i think about it now.

Oh my god, i better not look at this too much.

I love the Ai yu bing! Refreshing and sweet!
After our Bak Kut Teh lunch we walk over to the salon which is just near by and cam whored a little before we start our treatment.
I totally love this wall, it was so nicely decorated by the owner and the owner himself! He decorated the whole salon and it was all his own ideas!

I'm the first to finished, cause i just went to touch up my colour while Trix and carin perm and treatment!

The salon looks even better in real life!

Cam whored with my nicely blown hair.

I'm done!
Carin getting her hair permed (:
And we ended the day having KFC, people raved about how much Malaysia's KFC fried chicken is better and juicer and i kind of agree to it.

2011-02-15T14:22:00.005+08:00

On the 17 of Dec last year

I met up with my MDIS darlings, Cheryl, Deborah and Ken for dinner at Vivo Marche. It was great to meet up with them after quite a while, especially ken as he somewhat went missing for a while haha. Hope we can do it again soon (: oh and lovely Cheryl is getting married in June 2011.

2011-02-15T03:01:00.003+08:00

Arghhh, I'm having problem adding twitter to my blog and i'm in no mood to slowly figure it out myself. I just want to jump into bed now but I hate to sleep when I know I'm half way done with this!! Ok, i know the reason why I can't add it to my blog is because I'm still using the classic template and not the new layout, i just gonna pray hard that by tomorrow i will be able to search all the 'how to' and get a solution from there. I better get some sleep soon!

14.2.2011

Valentine's day was 3 hours and 4 minutes ago and yay it is gone! No more Valentine's day for another 365 days and no more girls walking on the street having roses in their hands- cheers to that. I always sulk when it is Valentine's day because most of my friends will be out with their love and i'll be at home feeling down. But this year was an exception because I don't feel as bad anymore and i have Casey to accompany me for that day! So it was alright, pretty much just like any other days ^_^! Both of us went to kiseki at Heeren for Japanese Buffet and then head to Georges at Siglap with Fei chuan and casey's friend Kathi for some drinks (: See it's cool right? LOL.

2011-01-25T15:39:00.018+08:00

Batam trip with dearies on Dec of 2010 (:

Booked a 3 days 2 nights trip to Batam, we stayed in Holiday inn resort!

It was quite a relaxing trip even tho we did not do any spa or massage ):

But we ate a lot, cycled a lot, sang a lot, played a lot, shopped(for food) a lot and lastly had fun together a lot (:

2011-01-19T00:28:00.008+08:00

This is wayyyy back, should have blogged about it last year but somehow i forgot about blogging.

But still I would love to post pictures for that night.

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Went Butterfactory on the 11th of Dec as a compensation for cancelling Zouk out (:

It was fun and chaotic of cause, the people who i went with totally make the night rocks.

Conclusion is, its totally worth it to cancel Zoukout.

2011-01-19T00:03:00.005+08:00

Pictures of Barnone on the 20th of Nov'10

2010-12-15T20:33:00.002+08:00

I didn't know hatred is actually painful, how can I hate so much? Can someone just ease the pain of hatred because i'm shaking. Maybe the pain is not because of hatred but because of disappointment. I hate her for making things difficult between me and E. We used to be best friends, me and E, she treated me so well and I will always remember to treat her the way she treated me. But thanks to J, now E hates me and E is totally standing by her side blindly. How can i tell her that she is so wrong? She should stand by me, because i'm the one to stand by her when J puts her down (behind her back). Why can't i just tell everything to E? Maybe its my dignity, my pride, they won't allow me to do it. Not because I hold high values but because i don't want to give J the opportunity to go around tarnishing my reputation because of that.

2010-12-13T16:00:00.002+08:00

My first time to Butterfactory

It was alright, quite fun but pack and messy. Guess I'm just not used to it, its been a long time since I last stepped into a club like that. Too much of Barnone la must be! But it was really fun that we are in such a big group so we can just dance ourselves and had tons from fun just by ourselves. No Zoukout but got Butter, it was compensated ^^

They want to go Barnone this Saturday, should i join them? But I'm working on Sunday!

2010-12-13T15:43:00.003+08:00

She's so weird isn't she? Saying that I am rude and immature when she totally rocks that two words. So i am rude and immature when I choose not to pick up your calls? I tell you what, that phone is my phone I have the right to fucking press that reject button babe, you don't pay for my bills do you?

Immature? Aha that's freaking ridiculous, one reason why i choose to reject your call is because you are way too sensitive and immature to talk to. You complain about this person copying your style of tying your hair side ways, then complain about the other person trying to copy your dressing style by wearing a maxi dress -.-! You even think that someone is copying you when she want to perm her hair or buy a nail color that is similar to you! OH GOODNESS~

I think everyone should just not share anything with you, because the risk of being claimed as a copy cat is damn high! But hey that is not why I feel i have the need to stay away. The main reason is.. you keep complaining to me about how she is so mean to you, how your friend says that she don't deserve to be your friend, how she irritates you and blah blah blah, WHEN she is my best friend. I'm tired trying to convince you that she means no harm, I'm tired of having to be on the phone with you for an hour hearing how much you can't stand her. Bloody hell she is my best friend can!

Now that you are hanging out with E who you think you have no common topic with and one who you don't like to hang out with because she annoys you by keep telling you about her drinking and clubbing stuff. See how fake is that, luckily I'm out!

2010-12-01T23:37:00.003+08:00

Tons of things happened for the last few days or rather last week :D not something good tho. Elizabeth and Jojo flamed me because I do not agree to the location of 'the' dinner date which is at Seletar Sunset Grilled (damn fucking far and inconvenient). Elizabeth was so pissed is because she saw my Barnone pictures, shes upset that i partied with other people and not her. Jojo is upset because.. i don't know, its gonna be a mystery for the rest of my life ^_^. Oh well, its ok and i'm not upset or affected at all.

Anyways, I'm gonna be soooo busy for the month of December! Packed with school and work and parties and Batam trip and KTV session and meetup for many different friends. Haha think I will have to spread these dates to January as well cause I won't be able to squeeze all into December! :D

Zoukout on 11th of December- it is only one and a half weeks away and I haven lost any weight haha, think the losing weight part just have to wait till next year!

KTV sessions with Shan, Doleries, YJ, Yvoone, Siewlin >.> after they finish they exams (:

Meet ups with friends like- Debby, cheryl, Ken, Esmond and Ah tay! Oh and if possible arrange a meetup with Debby and Jerome? Opps almost forgot Kelyn and Xinying along with Xinyi and pauline!

Shopping with xinying *hearts*

Batam Trip with Siew and Fang mi and Famg mi's darling - 25th dec!

AND hopefully I can squeeze out a few days to go Malaysia with mom!

Oh my, so packed but I'm loving it

2010-11-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna say this but I have to, so two of you best friend la? Good for you girl, cause u are blinded by all the good things. Because what you didn't see and hear is too much for you to take. I put in good words for you when she is saying mean things about you and your other friends, I try to persuade her to talk to you more and understand you better. But what i got in the end? Haha it's ok, you can live and stay in that fake friendship I don't care. If friends are that, I rather not have them. But i warn you, be careful and not talk to her only about your drinking and clubbing stuff, she hate it. You will only make her feel that she have nothing in common with you! Take care girl, till next time.

2010-11-25T00:18:00.002+08:00

I have my rights, i can choose who I wanna be with and where I wanna be at any time in my life. Go ahead and hate me, gossip about me, condemned me or whatsoever, i don't wanna care anymore.

So what? U expect me to be there for you and go according to your preference every time? So when u are out having fun with the others i can jolly well stay at home and pray that you will ask me out soon? Your life don't revolve around me and so do mine, you cannot expect me to give up my other friends for you. Think about it, there are times when you cannot be there for me when i asked you to. There are times when i'm always at home and you go out with many different people, we don't always hang out so it is fair that i have other appointments too. I need to go out the other 300++ days when you are out with your friends and bf. I HAVE A LIFE TOO. I'm not someone u who will ran to your side when you ask me to.

And.. I realize one thing, you guys hang out with me more often when your bfs are overseas or in the army. But once they are free, I'm no longer needed!

You have anger and you will feel pissed but so do I! Why everyone care about themselves so much that they totally neglect other's feeling. Why can such small matters make you guys so pissed? Are we not best friends?

2010-11-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling a little paranoid now as I really wonder are people talking behind my back? At first I thought it would not affect me at all, but now i think it affected me by 5% (that little)! I just wanna know what are they talking about so at least I will stop feeling so curious. I know it is like a 100% that they are talking and talking and talking about me (the bad way) and I'm so freaking curious how bad they condemned me so from there I can sort out the right and wrong. I totally do not think that I'm the one making mistakes and so who is the petty ones? So now there are two problems around me, one is the 'fake' and the other one is the 'petty' (: Both problems can be solved, i just need to ignore and see what comes next ^_^

2010-11-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

Its a bad day today.. So many things going through my mind every minute, every second. Especially in the morning, its like i'm gonna have a heart attack soon- for no reason. I don't understand why my heart feels that weird in the morning. But today is really a bad day, but i believe in myself and my inner control. I shall stay calm and cool, i'm sure i can deal with anything that is coming my way. Because no matter what the problem is, its not major enough to affect my life, so why should i be bothered with minor things like that. Just f. care the problems and look forward to what really matters to me.

2010-11-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

Went JB with mom and sis on friday and the scariest and most annoying thing happened to me ): - Migraine. It happened when I'm on my way there, mummy asked if i wanna turn back and go home instead but i didn't want to waste this trip so despite the pain we still head to JB. But what I didn't know is, this time round my migraine is not the light and nice kind, it is actually very painful and i vomitted 5 round in JB! One sushi and one cup of green tea is enough for me to vomit for almost 10 mins! So I didn't ate anything the whole afternoon ): only ate at 5pm when my migraine is finally gone. But i'm glad I am able to tolerate all the pain and vomiting as I enjoyed myself (: Iate a sumptuous dinner and bought a dress,a pair of shoes and a pair of contacts! Yay for that!

On Saturday we went to Barnone again! Its patrick's last day, but it wasn't as fun as last week, but still it was enjoyable! So its Sunday today, I have got one assignment due tomorrow and one test tomorrow. But I have not started anything and I have no mood to start!

2010-11-18T01:04:00.006+08:00

Barnone's picture is up! Went Barnone for the 2nd time on 12th of nov and took lots of pictures, i enjoyed myself that night cause its a ladies only night out (:! Its especially fun and comfortable with my new friends Lauren and Michelle and of cause my dearest Casey!

Pictures:

Anyways, I went to the airport today to study for my macro but end up only able to finish half a chapter ): but its ok the opportunity cost of that is having a relaxing evening with Casey at parkway. I shall continue studying tomorrow so that I can do up my macro assignment and had it hand in on the coming Monday ^_^

2010-11-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

Finally playing with photoshop again after so many years, and i'm still loving it (:

A collage i did for my bro (:

2010-11-16T23:25:00.001+08:00

I'm so addicted to Barnone now! Why? Because there is a damn good singer there who can sing and rap very well! He is very nice and friendly tooooo. But my addiction gonna stop after this Saturday cause he is going back to his country for a break. Damn.

2010-11-16T22:03:00.005+08:00

I cam-whored yesterday and a few days back with my bro's iPhone 4 ^_^

Can i share it here please? I need to show it to people! Alright i'm kidding, i have to say i'm kidding or i'll be condemned.

Oh and also... I really need to cut my hair, its so freaking frizzy and messy and disgustingly not smooth! Yucks!

2010-11-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

What? December is just round the corner? Oh great another wasted year, cheer ya? Anw tomorrow is a public holiday, how nice right. But i am staying at home this night to.... blog? C'mon loser! Blogging is my last resort, there is nothing for me to surf online, no TV for me to watch, no desktop for me to watch movies and most importantly there is no one by my side to accompany me through this rainy night.

Saw that?.. i just mentioned the main point, no one still. Its been 9 months, 9 months is long enough to have a baby and i'm still single? FML..?Actually being single is not so bad after all, its actually the best thing for a lot of people. But the bad thing is, i'm single and have not dated for months and years! No dates? I'm not kidding man, i can't believe it myself! Why i'm not dating? I always tell people i have no dates cause no one ask me out on a date [OK there are guys who asked me out, but i don't consider them to be cause i'm not interested, so no dates still]!

Do i have high standards when it comes to guys? NO! Definitely no, as long as they are interesting and soothing to my eyes, why not? Sigh, so do i really have to ran out into the street and scream out loud that i'm single AND desperate to go out on dates? Well maybe i should if i'm still stuck in this when i'm 26,27?

Oh god, just at least let me meet a guy i like, i don't mind him not liking me. I can at least look at him from afar and just admiring his every moves is enough for me. Just let me have someone to think about and dream about, i need someone for me to dissect! Life is boring without any mystery, so i need someone new and mysterious for me, so i can study him!

2010-02-18T10:40:00.023+08:00

I'm bored, i can't get myself to start studying for my last two papers(of my poly life) and i had enough of facebook. So here I am, blogging again after 1/2 a year had passed.

It's the 5th day of CNY today and I'm at home trying to study, damn sad. Anyway my CNY resolution -.- is please please please get a bf sooooon! I put in a lot of effort by picking up one tao hua from elizabeth's house and keeping it in my bag! HAHAHA i'm crazy.

The pathetic little flower.

And so as I've mentioned, 6 months passed and lots of things happened.

Firstly, i'll be graduating really really soon (please no 4.1 for me). Actually school ended, my last two papers is next week and I haven decide what to do after I graduate! Should I continue to study or should I start working? Personally I prefer... to continue studying, so it will be SIM i guess. Local Uni? haha no way, my GPA is a total disaster.

Next I had a lot of fun for the past 6 months! In September i went for my internship at Seletar Airport (i hate it at first, because of the location) and had a lot of fun there! Fun as in i met nice people and had a lot of fun hanging out with them during work (: ! Here's some pics:

The really nice people!

Erina the girl who i'm happy to have with me during SIP!
&&&&&& we're lucky to have tixs to F1 as Seletar Aiport got complimentary tixs and its at the grandstand!

After SIP finally ended, Zoukout came along! I've been waiting for Zoukout 2009 for a year. & the price of the tixs for zoukout increased ): The 8 of us booked 2 rooms at Sentosa Spa resort for zoukout!

By the pool of the resort!

The night is still young (:

Lots of vodka Redbull
My fav: Tequila shots!

I'm wasted! The rest of the night is dancing and dancing!
After zoukout, I went Bangkok with Eli, Sh, Dap,vin,zx,pris & lip.

I had a lot of fun in Bkk (shop shop shop & eat eat eat)!

The night we are going to RCA in Bkk! RCA is the place with various clubs.

At shark fin restaurant!

Going shopping at chatuchak!

Last day, on the way to Aiport

Xmas 2009 at shanghai Dolly!

New Year's eve at DF

My 22nd Birthday at Powerhouse (:

Wasted!

Double O with cliques!

haha I'm gonna end the post with pic of momo puking ):

2009-08-23T14:19:00.001+08:00

I've been dreaming so much recently.

So much that I kind of mixed up my dreams and my daily life. Sometimes I cannot tell if something really happened in reality or is it just a dream. But it's ok, I love to dream at night.

I love how I can have all the good things in my dream. I love how in my dreams I can have the things I can't have in life. I simply love to dream. Every night before I go to sleep, I will think and wonder what I’ll be dreaming about later.

It's like a mystery. I don't know what I’ll be dreaming but I sure know it will be something nice.

But I hate waking up half way through a good dream. It is so frustrating.

Yesterday night

I think I embarrassed myself again yesterday night. I hate waking up in the morning and feel ashamed thinking about what I’ve done the night before. Argh.

Why is it every time when I drank a little too much alcohol, I will start to act a little weird. Sigh.

I really have to start controlling my alcohol intake. Or I should train myself so I won’t lose so much in the games so I won’t end up losing and drinking.

Feeling so horrible after drinking

I felt so horrible after drinking, I vomited. I don’t know why I’m so weak! Maybe it’s the mixture of alcohol. I hate beer.

Now I’m suffering from hangover ): I can’t concentrate. When I’m looking at MA’s notes, my head is spinning. I’m feeling so giddy. I hope I won’t suffer from migraine. Or I’ll be so dead.

2009-08-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

---->--->--->---->The big event was finally over. Been slacking at home since the event ended.

I'm feeling soooo bored at home. I don't know what to do and there is actually nothing to do.

(Except studying for SIT test which is on thurs) But, nah no mood.

Anyways the event was quite ok. Didn't turn out to be very good or very bad. Its in the middle (:

There were people there. At one point filling up all the seats. We managed to finish selling all the food, almost finish selling the drinks and ice-cream(the ice-cream was good).

We all feel contented after the event. I feel great too. Being the make up person with trish.

It was so fun doing the make up. I love to make up for people and it is an easy job, i just do make up for like 1 hr? or less. The other time i was just wondering around. Haha.

And... Casey and friends arrived so late! I mean reallllly late haha, the event ends at 5pm and they reached at 4.30pm and all performance ended ): and i feel so bad. They came all the way down to Gardenasia but they missed everything. Argh so guility.

But overall i enjoyed myself on Saturday (:

We ended the day with photo taking!

2009-07-28T21:09:00.003+08:00

Finally, all submissions are over! Yeah.

But the event is coming and i feel sucky about it.
All due to the coupons, trish want us ALL to sent out 10 coupons. But how the hell and who the hell am i going to sell the coupons to?

I don't wanna force people to buy my coupons, and i'm not a person who is good at sweet talking. I will not beg people to buy coupons from me. Till today i still havent manage to sell any coupons and this is making me frastrated.

I'm frastrated not because i can't sell any coupons. I'm frastrated because people are forcing me to sell coupons when i can't! I don't wanna mention names but i'm really pissed.

When i ask them 'What if i can't sell'.
This people just said 'There is no can't'
Then i say 'but i really can't'
This people says 'i'm sure everyone have friends, and sell the coupons to their friends lo'

What the hell. Yea i got no friends -.-
Damn it. Most of my friends can't go! They all have more important things to do. They won't have the time to travel to Kranji.

And then they say, just ask your friends to buy coupons to support you lo. No need go, just need to buy coupons and give the money. WTF.

I won't want my friend to spend $10 on nothing! Why must they give the money to the client? Not like they will be going to the event to use the coupons. I seriously prefer them to donate the money to the needy people instead.

Sigh. I don't care.

This people also says 'BUT, Its a class effort le?'

Oh please, so people who manage to sell coupons are the people who put in most effort? Then no need do other things already lo. Just sell coupons lo. -.-

SIGH!

2009-07-26T15:45:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time since i really clubbed.

Last night at O bar was kinda fun.

2 Birthdays

Went to 2 birthdays yesterday, one at Changi and the other one at O bar.

Went to Yu feng house at changi to celebrate his 21st birthday, the catering is nice and i met alot of ex school mates. How nice. AND.. Yu Feng has a Husky! A real and nice Husky, whose ears are like triangles standing on its head. Husky is my favourite dog and i never touched one before. So i got really excited when i see his dog, but i'm a little scare too. Its like 2 years old, its big and beautiful in a scary way. Its facial expression seems so fierce, but actually it is very friendly and playful. Always want us to play with him, and always standing up and trying to grab us.

Met up with deb at around 11 at O bar. Theres Nadia, Oscar, Yi fang & bf (kim hwee?), Pei Ying, Geraldine & bf (but they are always at dbl O), philis?,Eliz, deb and me~! We played games and drank lots of Vodka RedBull and Beer (i puked -.-). But poor deb got knocked out at around 1 plus. She drank quite alot with us when we are playing games, BUT the main culprit is Philis, Deb's bro. He buy her 4 tequila shots and 4 tequila pops, how deadly. Haha

She seems fine after drinking every at one go, but after 15 mins. Everything is gone~ Down! Haha poor deb.

So Nadia, Yi fang and Kim hwee sent her home at 1 plus and left the few of us behind ): But we had fun, we just continue drinking and dancing till 4 plus.

I puked when i got home! and my mom says i smell like a bottle of Vodka when i got home. My poor sister just slept beside a bottle of Vodka, wow.

When i woke up today at 12 plus, i start to think back about my clubbing life.

I seriously miss JUDY! I miss the days when the two of us go clubbing alone, just the two of us. Although its only the two of us, its still lots of fun. I miss eating Pasta Mania while gossiping with her. I miss watching movie with her! I miss walking a long distance with her. Its really sad when i can't meet up with her due to our busy schedule ):

I miss Matilda too. I missed talking to her, telling each other our deepest thoughts. Miss clubbing with her too..

Awwwwwwww i miss all my friends! And i miss Siew Lin very very much too. I'm so scared that i will lost a friend. A karaoke sis. Sigh. This post make me sad.

2009-07-16T09:59:00.002+08:00

I should be less lazy!

I booked yoga for today at 10.30 and I woke up at 8.50am and getting ready to go out at 9.30am. At around 9.30 I almost finish packing my things and my laziness gets to me again. I was thinking, what if I don't go today? I can just go on Saturday instead, it makes no differences.

But another side of me wants to go (its been 1 month since I go yoga. I wasted 2 months of yoga fee that is around 160 *2. Cause these two months I only went twice). Moreover I booked a slot at strips at 12pm, which is after yoga. Arghhhh.. So I struggled for the next 10mins. The hardworking side of me won. I left my house at 9.40am, but when I reach the bus stop at 9.45am the bus just left! So I struggled again, I know that I can't be late for yoga class and if I were to take the next bus, then I’ll be late (maybe). So in the end, I walked home. OMG I feel so sucky, like I’m a loser.

I really need someone to keep pushing me to go yoga. I have no motivation at all.

Especially when the yoga place is at raffles place! I take around 45-50 mins to reach there! Damn it. Life suck.

2009-07-13T20:40:00.028+08:00

Malaysia Trip June 2009

On glassland coach. Camwhoring with sis.

Monorail station in K.L
In the crowded Monorail.

In another bus, heading towards my mom's hometown. Bentong. The bus kinda suck.

Old and slow. I can't image such an old bus going up the hills.

Near Genting.

Finally arrived at Grandma's house after 12 hrs! I don't know why it takes 12 hrs.

But i know i'm really tired after that 12 hrs of sufferings! It kills!

Reached like 9pm at night.

The next day, we went to see my cousin's new house. I want a house like that. But i don't think i'll like the location. Its in a small town in Malaysia with no Mac.

I don't mind the large space tho.

Deserted. Hhaah

After visiting the new house. We went to a salon. Old but good. I think haha.

Me and my bro dying our hair with hair treatments, while my mom washes her hair and sis doing spa treatment.

My black hair ):
My brown hair!

Cousin acting cute in this old school salon.

Grandma's house. The back of the house. A place for doing the laundry.
Nephew scrubbing the pail! Damn adorable.
Trying to help, while his auntie is washing clothes!
My cousin. I got damn ALOT of cousins.
Cousin,
Cousins,
and cousins!

Going to visit a famous place in Bentong. A waterfall.
Its a long journey. With alot of turning.

A freaking sunny day. I'll get heat stroke if i stayed any longer
Locals having fun in the clear water

Beautiful sun with beautiful waterfall. Its breath taking if u watch this in real life.

The bridge i nv cross. I'm scare. Haha

Uncle's House warming

My nephew. I think he is kinda good looking! (:
My lil cousin!
Left cousin, right nephew. But same age.

Cousin again!

Cousins and Nephew.
Cute!

Scary bus station at Bentong! Scary= Birds!

Messy boards.

Waiting for the bus to K.L

I'm not afraid of birds.. But i'm afraid of their shits! :x

After taking a one hr bus journey, we reached K.L and have to take a cab down to One utama. Another 20 mins. I'm getting bus phobia soon!

I love Baskin Robbins! They rocks! I had it two days in a roll!

Someone please bring it into Singapore!!

Back to bentong after shopping. Another 1 hr. OMG!

Grandma's 72 Birthday! Normal yet delicious cake. I didn't know fruit cake can be that delicious.

On the way to K.L. again... But this is the last time. Gonna go sleep over at Auntie's house before we go back to Sg.

Shopping at Mid-Valley.

Finally reached Mid-Valley. Had lunch at crystal jade. Not really nice. Haha.

Dinner @ Kenny Rogers. Cheap and Nice

My cousin and her super cute pinky school uniform.
Ready to come back!

2009-07-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

Finally i'm feeling much better. Life had been so busy and hectic since the day i came back from malaysia. Its like weeks and i had been stressful for weeks. I was going to break down, nearly. Wanted to post some pictures of my trip back to malaysia once i'm back. But till now, nothing. Too busy! No matter what i must post pictures!!!!!! I want to post pictures of my 21st bday too. Hopfully i can. (:

2009-06-09T20:48:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so tensed up today!

I realised that i've got soooo many assignments that will be due really soon.

I'm especially worried about Events Management individual assignment ):

I have to go to either one event given and write about that event..

BUT.. I haven't been to anyone of the event yet. How! I'm so dead. Its due on 22Jun and I'm working tomorrow, thurs and Fri.. Then i'll be going to malaysia on Sat till Wednesday then i'll be working again from thurs to Sunday! Wow.. gone case! So packed.. I don't mind doing it in malaysia but i have to go to an event first (in sg), boo!

Sigh, i shouldn't work so much. School should be my prority. But I don't mind earning more money. I can buy alot of stuff! Something like..... THIS!

Its like 100+ USD.. I just need to work a few days and i can easily get it.. So why should i not work? ((: And... work is easy and fun.

I've already missed a few days of work due to me getting Hand Foot Mouth diease. Shouldn't waste it..

Then should i not go to Malaysia? Hell no! I miss the food there... And i can shop in K.L.

Then should i not do the assignment? No.. Its 20% weightage! OMG.... Im so freaked out...

Yet i'm surfing net, watching dvds and stoning for the whole of today...

And.. I'm going out to chill after work tomorrow.. Going massage with casey after work on Thursday.

Sigh.. Somebody help..!

2009-03-26T00:28:00.004+08:00

Random posting of pics!
Me and my sis playing with my webcam (:

2009-03-25T23:45:00.005+08:00

I'm so happy! I've found back 3606 pics from my previous handphone's(N70) memory card!

A mixture of feelings came to me while i browse through all those old and precious pictures. The pictures help me recall many of my happy moments (Ppl don't take picture when they are feeling down). Looking at those pictures i got an urge to upload alllllll of it to facebook or upload all of them here. But i did't, it will take a long time! I miss 2006-2007! I miss MOS (my most visited place in year 2006-2007), I want MOS back ): Boo hooooo~
Actually i think i miss my youth more. I know i'm not that old to say i miss my youth, haha. But i miss the days when i feel so happy and young. I enjoyed myself so much back then. As compared to now, i was so much happier and i feel more carefree (: Sigh...
But I'm not that bad now, haha. Just that i'm more obedient! I stayed at home more and i enjoyed staying at home. I missed all my friends, i feel so down when i think about those friends that i seldom meet nowadays. Darlings like Judy, deb, cher, tay, Mat and more. I missed them so much! But luckily i met up with deb,cher and esmond yesterday~ It makes me feels better. I really miss the MDIS days ):
Anyway back to yesterday (: 25th March 09
Met up with them at around 7pm at Far east, walk around and ate chicken rice. After that we have some really nice dessert. Chit chat sessions! Got chased by far east security 3 times. Haha cause esmond keep smoking right outside the compound. Got home around 11plus. And esmond's driving sucks!

2009-02-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

Down Down Down...

I don't know why am I feeling so moody today. Feels like something is crawling in my chest. A feeling of being lost. Or am I just feeling bored?

Missed PCC paper on friday. What a disaster. Paper supposed to start at 2.30pm. At 1pm, i finished bathing and was sitting at me desk to read through my notes for the last time. THEN, suddenly i cannot see my notes clearly. Sigh, i know why.. The symptom of hell. Migrain, my lifelong enemy. This enemy of mine always visit me at the right time. Thats why i named him my best enemy. Migrain hits me 15mins before I leave the the house. 1hr before PCC paper.

After symptoms, its the pain and vomiting. I vomited on my way to the clinic. I also vomited 4 times in the clinic's toilet ( i am not exaggerating). Got my MC and continue to vomit a little on my way home. Finally after all the vomitting i fall asleep at 4 plus.

During the napped i dreamt. I dreamt of myself taking PCC paper. Damn it. Sick SHIT!

2009-01-20T12:30:00.002+08:00

I finally turned 21..

Being 21 is like nothing to me. Its like just a normal birthday and after that birthday i'll continue to lead the same life again. Maybe the only thing that i feel different is that i'm getting old. I will be having winkles soon? My skin is gonna sack?

Any resolutions? Yes maybe i have. And that is to earn alot of money!

Finding a boyfriend? Nah not neccessary. Money is much more important then that :) I mean for now. haha. Boyfriend comes later~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I enjoyed my birthday celebrations. The only thing that i regret is not bringing enough alcohol.

If i brought alot my dads 3 litre, it will be a better party! Damn it..

But still i'm happy! Thanks all those that came.

2009-01-02T18:05:00.010+08:00

Updates..

19th Dec- Christine B'day at Mono :)

On our way~

The Happy Bday girl!

Choco Cake! Yum :))

Flowers for Christine from a very niceeee person. Not me!

We love flowers!

We wanna keep it for ourself!

We love this :))

This one toooo

Ah lip with Eli

Me with Daphane

2008-12-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

Whooooo..Im finally done with my last individual report.
Hurrayyyy time to relax and party and kick year 2008 out of my life

New year Resolution?

1. My 21st Birthday.
Most probably i'll have a chalet and invite my close friends over for a night of fun!
Then maybe i'll celebrate my 21st Birthday in club again. :)

2.Become a yoga pro? Haha i'm kidding.

3.Don't wast year 2009 like i wast year 2008

4.Party party and more partying!

Omg my new year resolutions are craps. Shall think about it again :)

2008-12-28T19:32:00.003+08:00

How i wish club and resort's report doesnt exist,
or at least the deadline shouldn't be tomorrow.

I simply hateeeee report writing and especially when i'm still having holiday mood.

The deadline is tomorrow 5pm and yet i haven't even finish 10% of it.

I shouldn't have went out last night. Shouldn't have stayed out late till 4am.

Argh but i can't resist temptations. I have to have fun.

Just hope i can concentrate and finish my report by 12 tonight.

Booo to reports and Fuck deadlines :(

2008-12-22T17:29:00.008+08:00

Zouk out 2008
Venue: Siloso beach
Date: 13 Dec
Attending Zouk out was a last minute decision. I actually dont feel like going, cause i think it will be boring and tiring. But eli keep forcing me to go! :( She is a Naught girl.

At vivo

At DBS booth :)

Paul and Pada

Our lips didnt meet. Its Angle trick

Free Flow! But its Vodka Redbull. Gives me hangover for sure!

She craves for me

I love these DBS 'Balloons'

Last pic! We're HIGH!!!

Ok overall.. Zouk out was Fun. Not bad. And its not dirty like what people think. Its clean! I love the sand. :)

Next yr! *Pray hard* there will be Zouk out 2009 !

2008-12-13T12:07:00.010+08:00

5th Dec 2008
Meet up with Eli after Commskills.
Went Taka for Steamboat (koka) Yum yum.
After Steamboat, we watched Quarantine at Lido.

Quarantine.. A screaming movie. All the infected people just keep screaming! Scare the hell out of me man. Overall, its a Ok movie.

After Movie we went Vivo.
Ate something at Bakerzin.
Ispahan! I love it :)

After Bakerzin, we went St james to drink.
:)

2008-12-13T11:46:00.008+08:00

3th Dec 2008

Little India trip with Shirline

Its a Travel and Leisure field trip :)

It was Fun and Fulfilling :) I think~

Little India was so much better then i thought.

Little India Bus stop!

Little India Arcade.

Bangles!

2008-12-07T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hotness! Burning hoott.

2008-11-28T22:25:00.005+08:00

Omg, feel like slapping my sister! She is FUCKING irritatin!!! So spoil and rude. No wonder she got enemies. Damn herrrr, can i slapppp her?!?! Argh. Spoil my mood.

26th Nov 2008 , Wednesday
Down! Went Phuture with Debby, Elizabeth, Purse, Geraldine and Geets
Deb, eli, purse and I we drink at Phuture, we drank 2 jugs of Long island tea, 2 jugs of Vodka Lim, 4 beer, 4 Pineapple Malibu and 4 apple shot. And all this equal to me and purse down! Deb damn high also. Eli is fine, cause she drink beer, and a little long island tea only!

How down am i? I dont remember what happened after 12.10am
I dont know why i went home and how.
Dont remember how i walk out of phuture.

Hmm i just dont remember how i got home, i only remember my bro and sis came down to fetch me up cause im too drunk to walk and its raining heavily.

The worst thing is when i reach home, i see my mom standing infront of me! Ahhhh can die man. So embarrashed, hate to let my mom see me drunk.

When i wake my in the morning i see 4 blueblack, 3 on my left leg and 1 on my shoulder. :(

Swear i'll never take Long Island tea again!!! Yucks, Im gonna have a Fruit Juice party for my 21st birthday. No more alcohol.

Dont wanna post pics here, the pics i took not really nice haha!

2008-11-15T10:59:00.003+08:00

Great! I've been feeling really great this week! Went for 5 yoga classes this week. I feel so energized after every yoga practice. Its really a soul and health healing exercise. I feel that yoga cleanses and purify my soul! Oh my pure soul~ :x
Really feel that the air around me seems to be so much cleaner and fresher. My life seems to be brighter! :) Love yoga!

Yeah my Majolica Marjoca will be arriving soon :)

2008-11-08T19:26:00.002+08:00

Im at the bottom these few weeks, i mean my mood.. Yes i have been feeling demoralised, insecured and forlorn. Due to.. some reasons. I always can't find any motivation for the goal of my life. Now i finally find myself a little motivation. I hope i can hold on to that little motivation and work myself to my goal.

Apart from my life goal, I totally abandone my another goal of saving money! I shopped online everyday! Ok not everyday i buy something. Its that i buy 7 tops, 1 dress, and some cosmeticS online within a few day! Argghh can't stop myself! And i spent like $350 yesterday! My bank account is crying. :( But i can't help it, girls love to shop and shopping online is so easy and i can buy so much just by clicking!

Changing in process~

2008-10-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

Ok the previous entry is my rants on some farts who gives me prank call'S'. And im stupid enough to not save the no. in my phone, so i wont pick up again. Argh i'm really curious whos the farts. Theres two. One is more shy and one is more bastard. Oh and the no. is 90067463. if anyone is bored... u know.. u can.. yea.

2008-10-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

I AM super super duber very very pissed off by some farts who have brains full of cow shit. Argh.. I hate people like that. They are so awfully lonely and bored till they go around and prank call people. They should use their cow shit brains to find other more meaningful ways to enrich their life. Even tho they have no life in the first place. Argh farts! Damn them. They should just disappear from the surface of the earth and not pollute the earth further, we dont need farts. Damn them. Irritation maggots!

2008-09-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

Went Chinatown with my mom, sis and cousin :) I went there because my mother tempt me! She say they going to eat the very very nice Yau Tau Fu there.. So for the Yau Tau Fu, i decided to go.. We take a cab down at 1 plus. Reach there and have Yau tau fu before shopping. The Yau tau fu was not bad. The quene was very long tho. But i feel its normal :P After finish eating, we start to walk around 'Zhen zhu Fang'. Theres one shop there which sell very nice clothes. We bought like 5 tops and a dress in that shop ^.^ . I bought a dress, buying that dress makes my trip worthwhile. :) After shopping for clothes we proceed to shop for our daily stuff. Like.. Kotex, shampoo, Shower foam and lots more. Then walk around OG after that. Spend like 6 hrs in Chinatown can! omg. But i enjoy my day there :)

2008-08-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

Ewww.. So many days past since the (supposed to be) last paper. Went Comex IT fair on thursday with Casey to check out on laptops. We collect brochures from Compaq, Fujitsu, Toshiba, Asus, Mac, Lenovo and Acer. After companring all the spects and price of all the laptops i thought of buy Lenovo Y430 or Asus F8OS. So i brought all the brochure home to reconsider again. Then i worked for 3 consecutive days ( from thursday to Saturday) and i went to Comex fair again on Sunday with Casey and my bro( to work as free labour 'carry laptop') I decided to buy Acer Aspire laptop due to casey and my bro's brain washing. So we Acer Aspire 4935G as my first choice we head over to the fair. We first go to the 6th storey to buy the random stuff we need. Casey bought a Webcam. My bro bought a Thumb Drive and i bought a Linksys Router. Then we happily head down to the 4th storey to get my laptop... BUT.. When we reach the acer booth, the staff told me Acer 4925G, the model i want is sold out. Boo them!
So i was introduced to another almost the same model which is 4930. Its better and its only 100$ more then 4925G. But the only bad thing is i only get to collect it 2 weeks later at sim lim sq :( Sadded. So i paid for the laptop and only get to see the laptop 2 weeks later. ( I didnt even get to see or touch the reach 4930 display, cause someone bought the display set -.- haha. Oh ya and my havanna slipper 'spoil' half way when we are heading to the MRT station. So i walk bare foot across the road and outside of the mall to take a cab :( So unlucky! We told alot of pictures the whole day too. Hope i manage to get the pictures from casey and post it here :D

2008-08-25T14:04:00.002+08:00

Migrain hit me twice in a roll. :( yesterday night i got it again!!!! I can't believe it. How can i have mirgrain two times in two nights. Its really getting more serious. I wonder what i did or ate to cause migrain this time. Sigh.

2008-08-24T20:05:00.003+08:00

Migrain hit me again last night. The previous time is 10th of August and in merely 14 days i got it again.. Its getting quite often now. Make me so worried. Luckily i got no exam tomorrow. Haiz. Hate migrain! I wanna get it cured. :(

2008-08-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

Im so freaking piss with my bro. Argh.. His friends wanna come to our house to print NS stuff. So i'll have to let them print their stuff when they come over. But thats fine. But i don't like it when they come over to print stuff and have to play game also. So I tell my bro, 'tell your fren that i need the computer, so after they print their things, they cannot play game' simple as that. But my bro say ' they wanna play game what can i do?' WA, piss me off sia. What can he do? He can tell them nicely that his sis need the computer to do serious stuff, so they should not play game. And the computer don't belong to them, so i don't think my bro need to feel sry about that! BUT he say no, he say he cannot let his friend come over just to print stuff, he have to let them play game. -.- DAMN IT RIGHT!?!!? #%$^# &* #%^
Whats wrong with them? Why they have to come over and play game, and why can't my bro stop his friends from playing game and let me use the computer for shcool stuff? Why? His friends so important? Argh! Angry!

2008-08-22T01:33:00.004+08:00

Yes, im blogging once in a few months. Shall blog once in a while when i feel like it.

I like her! A contestant/ winner of a singing competition in Taiwan :D
She looks good and sings well. How great! Loves musician

Anyway... I learned alot for the past few months. Don't judge a person by their looks.
Behind their beautiful fake smile, it might be one ugly smile with evil thoughts. Don't believe people too easily. Thats my point.

Time for improvement~

2008-07-01T22:14:00.003+08:00

Maybe i should start blogging again. Been lazing and wasting my time at home, maybe blogging can take up some of my rotting time. Even tho i got nothing much to blog about due to my boring daily routine, I'll still blog a little about my life. Been suffering from Migrain again last friday to sunday! It burns! So pain till i start to hate myself and wonder why i must let migrain be part of my life! I start my day on saturday by running to the toilet to vomit air. Been running from my bed to the toilet every 15mins for 3-4 times to vomit air. Then after that i vomit water cause i drank a big glass of water. Then i vomit honey water, cause i drank honey water :( How sad.

But i think migrain is all due to my lack of sleep. Been having a busy life last few weeks. Sleep late and wake up early :( Been working alot last few weeks and drink alittle last week too. Lack of sleep + alcohol+ coffee cake = Migrain!!!! Anyway just wanna say i suffered alot due to migrain T.T boohoo..

Some pictures

Wed Mos. 26 june

Some random me.

End here :D

2008-02-01T10:21:00.000+08:00

Been shopping for so many days and i didnt manage to get any new year clothes! Damn~ Im always happy when it comes to shopping.. But when its CNY clothes, arghhh i dont know what type of clothes to buy ><. U see if i buy some super look like CNY clothes which is like super red & flowery, i only get to wear them once a year. Then if i buy normal clothes which is like maybe white,blue and black in colour, i'll get slaughter by my grandmother and nagged by my parents. So i can only buy clothes which is bright in colours. But i dont like.. and i dont see any nice clothes around at all too. Sighhhh. I was thinking of not getting any clothes for CNY, can i? Or maybe i can still look around till next wednesday. Another reason i dont really feel like buying clothes is caused im quite broke haha. My bank account is like leaking.. Money leak out but no money come in. Wth~

Anyway i was surfing Xiaxue.blogspot.com and her newest entry was about edison's scandalous pictures with Gillian and Bobo. I saw two of the uncensored pictures and was quite stunned. I didnt expect the pictures to be so... uncensored =x haha~ The good girl image of Gillian should be in the drain by now. The little kids and young teenagers fans of her must be really disappointed la. omgomgomg :x i feel sad for her actually, be it real pics or fake pics she will still suffer. Haiz~ Poor girl..

So.. if people took pictures of their.... love life/sex life, please do keep them in ur safe or some Switzerland safe. Dont place them in ur computer! Its so dangerous. Hackers are pros u know!

2008-01-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

Some pictures took last friday.

2008-01-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

Its monday night and im feeling blue. I can't wake up in the morning and in the afternoon im still feeling sleepy and tired. Last Friday and Saturday was crazy. I was in school at 9am on fri till 8pm at night.

But of cause i wasnt in school at 2pm-6.50pm, was shopping in town with Matilda. Did not buy anything except a dumb legging which is been scratch. Rush back to school after shopping for Accounting test at 7pm. After the test i went home, bath and im out again.

I went dragonfly with eli on friday and meet up the dragonflyers there. Supposed to relax and chill there but end up drinking quite alot and vomitted in eli's car (with plastic bag of cause). I ended up with bad hang over for the whole of Saturday. Even tho im down with bad hang over i still went to school for project meeting at around 3pm. We took videos in the sch library for our POM projects and went home at 5pm. I have a nap from 5plus till 7pm.

After the short nap, i take my dinner and get ready for the night out. I pick up Matilda from marine parade and dash down to Zouk.

The whole journey took an hour ==" all thanks to the great taxi uncle who dunno the road and have no idea what is zouk. Worst of all he doesnt know how to use the little device in his taxi to locate places. I really feel that im down on my luck when in his taxi. I have never ever spent one hour in any taxi before, moreover its around 9pm at night, which means there is not much traffic.

(My experience in the taxi)
Me: Uncle to Palm ave and then to Zouk.
*Uncle stop his taxi at the road side and start checking his directory book for Palm ave and meter still running*
*Uncle finally found it after like 3-4 mins*
*Uncle start his taxi*
Me: Uncle after Palm area im gonna go to Zouk
Uncle: Zouk? Whats that is that a street name or shopping mall?
Me: Err no its a club.
Uncle: Aiyo u tell me the name of a club for what. U must tell me the street name ma. Theres so many club in Singapore how i know which one u talking about.
Me: Hmm okok nvm, Later when reach Marine parade i'll tell u where is it.
Uncle: Ok ur friend better know the exact address or i don't know how to go, cause i need to check the directory book
Me: hmm ok.
Oh and he stops his taxi by the road side thrice to look at his directory book trying to locate Palm ave even tho he have looked at the Palm ave map for many times.
But even tho he looked at the map alot alot of times he still go into the wrong alley =='' making lots of U-turn and in the end we went into a dead end. So ended up going a long long way before we reach Palm ave :[

After asking everyone i could i still don't know the exact address of Zouk. All i know is that its near Holiday inn and Great World. So after picking up matilda i tell uncle its near holiday inn and Great world. And matilda tell the uncle its near Grand Corpthane. So we tell the uncle to get to Great world first and we will know the way later.

Then sadly, uncle stop his car aside and flip thru his Directory book again. But its useless cause he doesn't have the exact address. SO we INSIST that he just go to Great world first.
But unfortunately uncle really dont wish to start the car. He said: I know where is Great world and Holiday inn and im sure its not there cause the two places just not right. Then we said, what about Grand Corpthane. He said: i know where is Grand Corpthane too but i know its not correct. Then he start saying lots of things we dont understand... (Sigh).

Only after lots of forcing, the uncle start his taxi. I called Angie after he start his taxi and the good news is Angie know the street name. Its Jiak Kim street 16. So im being kind by asking the uncle to pass me the directory book and i can search the map for him. Finally i found the map and show it to the uncle. BUT.. the uncle say the map is too small he can't see (rawr). So i point the exact street to the uncle but he still cant see. >.< (sobs)

So we have to tell him where is the street, where to turn in and stuff. When we finally see Holiday inn the uncle said: See its near Hoilday inn, its just there only ma. Haiz yo. (say as tho we dont believe its near holiday inn). Then we see great world and uncle said: NEh great world, its just at the opposite of great world ma. ( its as tho he make a great discovery). So me and matilda thought that finally we are reaching. :] but... uncle nearly turned into a wrong street before Jiak kim street and luckily matilda stop him.

Then the uncle stop infront of Mirage Tower and say : Infront got no way to turn already leh, and blah blah blah. (as tho we are at fault). So we stoned inside the taxi and meter still running. With no choice Matilda called her friend and ask if her friend know whether how to find Zouk from mirage tower. And yes! Her friend say turn left. So we ask the uncle to turn left, And Dadang its Zouk! Wow finally. But we seriously don't know why uncle must stop at mirage tower when zouk is just less infront ==''

The fare come up to $20.80 and the uncle was 'nice' enough to only get $20 dollars from us. Seriously, if we got into a cab with a taxi uncle who know where is zouk the fare would definitely be a lot cheaper. Ok its not about the money, its about the attitude of the uncle and the time i wasted taking the cab.. I bet i can reach eariler if i were to take the MRT. Matilda and i decided to take a cab cause we wanna reach around 9.30 but ended up we reach around 10pm.
~Its a long and angry taxi journey~

*above is just a brief description of the journey*
(end of taxi story- arghhhhh)

Oh well, the good thing is we had fun in phuture on saturday night. We got in for free and theres free flow till 11pm and theres friends buying us free drinks. After clubbing at phuture we all went for breakfast with angie, geraldine and their friends. They got car so we dont need to worry about transport anymore. After breakfast at jalan kayu, angie's nice friend sent us home :] So basically me and matilda each spent $10 on taxi fare. A good time in phuture makes me forget about the bad experience in the taxi. But... im still blogging it here cause i wanna share :]

2008-01-24T18:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...
was a long and tired day for me. I fell asleep during POM lecture as i was tooo tired after a hot glass of milo and of cause partly due to the lecturer being sooooo boring. Finally school ends at 6.05pm and i have to rish to work at simei. I dont even have time to rest and catch my breath in between. Should start work around 6pm but i reach my workplace at 7pm and i have to eat my dinner in a rush.

During work i saw my schedule for Feb and i only get to work 1 saturday, 1 sunday and 1 friday night. And to make it worst the sat and sun i cant work due to exams. Arghh so for the whole feb think i can only work on friday night. >< Friday night = $30.50! For the whole month i can only earn $30.50? Thats not even enough for my bus fare la! How to survive like that huh?!?! Now i seriously need to get another part time job or else i'll die from hunger T.T~ Anyone kind soul out there wanna support me and take care of my expenses?!? =x but well at least matilda is also looking for job hopefully we can work together ^_^

Today...
Dressed in semi-formal to school for micro-econs presentation. From 11-1pm and slack in the lib after that to study to 4pm. I simply can't get anything into my head in the library. Feel so lazy to even look at my notes. Its feel with numbers and i hate numbers =x

Its a short day today but a long day tomorrow >< Got Basic accounting 2 test at 7pm tomorrow, the perfect timing for dinner!! Arghhh, just dont understand why must accounting test always be at night. Its irritating. I would rather get it done once and for all, so i can get out of the school and not go back again after a few hours! Sick!!!

~I wanna be happy everyday~

2008-01-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

I went the Marketing lecture this morning >.< its the 2nd time i attended mrk lect in this whole semester! Miracle la, lect at 9am in the morning and im there ^.^ Im such a good student =x

And thanks to Matilda i finally understand a little of Business stats chapters.. And hopefully the assignment i did today can help me past my course work for bus stats *sigh* *pray hard*

Yesterday night i also realised how tight my schedule is for this week and next week >,<
>today i got assignment for bus stats
>wednesday i got lesson from 9am-6pm and work from 6pm to 10pm.
>thursday i got Presentation for Microeconomics
>Friday, due date for POM project and class test at 7pm at night ><
>Sunday i got work from 8.30am to 7pm
>Next Monday i got presentation for POM project
>Next tuesday due date for Mrk project.

Looking at the schedule give my headaches!!! shit shit shit

But i still have my relaxing time. ^.^ went vivo with eli after sch for dinner.
We ate at Canivore. The salad was nice and the meat was even better :] but the guilt i felt after eating was much much much better T.T Sobs.. Think i'll stop eating food for the next few days >.<

Now i'll end this boring post here and get back to my project. *GONE*

2008-01-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

Some random pics to spice up this dead blog~

^.^

Before going out for my bday celebration. Camwhoring: my fav past time~

Im not sober anymore~

Christmas eve @ dragonfly
New year eve @ Dragonfly
@ eli house on 1st jan 2008 for bbq @ eli house on 1st jan 2008 for bbq

2008-01-21T19:42:00.000+08:00

Can i believe that my luck is getting better and better this new year? Or maybe its just that im feeling happier and happier? I don't know why~ Counting down for christmas and new year was great and everything was smooth for me this month..

And of cause my birthday, i had lots of fun on the 18th fri at dragonfly. Happy that i got my friends to celebrate for me, happy that i drink so much that i puked alot, happy that my friends take care of me when i puke, happy that we all ate supper together.

Haha Alright im just feeling happy for everything that happened. Most importantly i felt that im important too. I feel that im wanted by my friends. Its always so good to be around my friends. With them i have no worries and with them i can hear lots of laughters.

I LOVE my friends!!!

Oh and also i attended lectures last wednesday and friday and today. Haha finally, after all the lects i skip last term im going back to attend lects now. I promised Mat that i'll not skip lects this whole week cause she help me drink some alcohol last friday >.< haha~ Thats her terms and conditions! Oh well i shall not skip lects all the rest of the sememster..

As i realise going to school isnt that bad after all, i feel happy in school ^.^. Even though lessons can be super boring >.< But chit chating with mat and 'quarreling' with the guys was fun.. So think i should drag myself to school everyday from this week onwards. :]

See i said 2008 is a good year right? School is gd, friends is good, bday was great, and theres more to come! Chinese new year round the corner, Elizabeth bday coming~ WooHoooooooo
Omg Omg schedule so tight, its all filled with fun!!!

Chinese New Year: Going to buy new clothes~ Weeeeee. No school for 2 and 1/2 days ^.^ Go back to malaysia and hopefully can shop, Hongbaos!!!

ELizabeth bday celebration: 16th feb ^.^ @ Zouk. Party till we all drop :] Gonna make elizabeth drunk, and step over her drunk body ^.^ PARTY!!! I WANNA PARTY~

Omg see, so fun so fun! I love 2008 (for now).. Shop! Shop!

2007-11-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

I hate November. All the bullshits keep happening to me and i hate it so much. I regret for one million times but i can't undo what is done. I feel sick and tired, why can't my life be happier? Life is so meaningless for me at this moment. Theres is nothing for me to look forward to every single day. Just eat and sleep and eat and sleep. I envy alot of people.. I wanna be like them.. I know they may have their own problems but i hate my problems now. And my problems cant be solve. Cause my problems is feeling meaningless and regretful.. I find life meaningless and im regreting what i have done. I wan to feel happier, i wan to feel that im useful, im needed. I hate being alone! Im feeling so lonely and empty. I hate November.. Especially at night.. Knowing that i have to go to school early in the morning makes me sad. Ya people will say going to sch is not a problem, school is fun and meaningful.. But i dont feel good in school.. Argh i dont know, i hate hate hate hate myself! I miss the old me, the old days. I miss the naive and blur me. I miss the days when im carefree and happy.. Im so so so down now. No one can help me.. I hate the feeling of being neglected...

2007-06-27T20:22:00.001+08:00

Holidays ended a few days ago. Now im back to school.

Back to boring lectures and tutorials.

Back to waking up early in the morning (booo).

Two weeks of holidays is really insufficient!

What can we do in two weeks?

Make me get used to waking up late and

now i have to wake up early again?

Make me club non stop and

now i can't club this week =( . WTH =P

Anyways went double O last thurs. I drank

quite alot. Half jug of Lychee Martini, one tequilla shot,

half jug of Vodka Orange, 2 Flamming Lambo and

a little mixtures of other alcohol. Like beer, choya martini.

And i ended up vomitting in the cab =) Oh im not alone.

Eli and me are sitting side by side in the cab. Vomitting.

Image.. Two girls holding onto a plastic bag and vomit

together =). Its not the first time too. Eli and me once

vomitted in a cab together last year. After Double O too.

Double O is sooooooooooooo SCARY!

Everytime i go there, i'll sure drink alot =(

Cause Jugs are cheap! AND 12-1am is,

Cocktail one for one!! So we'll always

drink 2 flamming lambo each when we go

Double O.. And end up vomitting

(we not only drink lambo. We will first order

a jug each and maybe later drink some tequilla

and beer and lambos). Argh sinful place...

shopping List (27th June '07)

1. A nice Diary

2. A guess wallet

3. A nice slipper

4. A nice Flat shoe

5. A nice tote bag

6. A nice dress

Ok i must work more for the list above =)

2007-06-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

Went MOS on fri~ Its always fun clubbing at MOS on friday.. Sweet =) The music is good crowd is good too. The no. of people is just nice, not too pack. Love clubbing on fri =). Quite a no. of people went too, like Me, Eli, judy, hazel, Eli's BF, judy and hazel's Friendssssssss. Yup but most of the time we just hang around ourself. Eli's bf open martell thus drink quite alot that day. The 5 of us finish the martell. And theres 3 vodka neat, 1 tiger beer, 3 heinken bottle, 1 apple shot and 1 flamming lambo. We finish it all. Thus im end up a little high.. Dancing was always fun =)

Hmm went MOS on sat as well, went to celebrate cheryl's b'day!!
But Sat MOS was not that great. Maybe because its tooooo pack. Can't even dance.
No place to dance at all.. Dun like it! But its fun dancing with Eli, cheryl and wei jie. We just dance outside the dance floor. (much better then dancing at the dance floor!)

Im so lazy to blog. So just posting pictures, not gonna say much,. Bye!

2007-06-06T12:50:00.000+08:00

Woohooo tomorrow is the last paper and its Basic Accounting!! My god how can such a wonderful thing happen to me?! Means tomorrow at 10am onwards is my holiday =). I must start planning my holidays! Where should i go and relax relax le? Go chill at one corner? Go sing at cheap cheap place? Or rot at home? Muvee muvee? Or Club -.-! Anyway fri is coming! I have been looking forward to this friday since last wednesday cause we planned to go MOS this friday. BUT..... Suai suai this friday MOS got event.. BOOHooOoo~ Actually there's nothing wrong with event, provided that the event doesn't affect the entrance fee ( it will be a gd event if the event allow free entries) BUT.. Fri event in MOS caused the entrance fees to increase to $23 for ladies w/ 1 drink ONLY! What Da Hell.. ! 1 drink?!!?? I'm not being cheapo la! ( or maybe i am)? But imagine.. 2 coupons for a jug of mixer (e.g coke, greentea, blah..) Means!!!!!!! $46 dollars for a jug of coke??!!?? Wah this jug of coke must be really tasty and healthy. Or a jug of Poka greentea T_T! Moreover Member can't sign guests in! How le, like that get membership for what? The worst thing is the event is errr foreign DJs going to MOS to spin (does it include smoove?) If not can member sign me in and i swear i will stay in smoove and not go to main arena O_O??! Boohoohoo!! Ok I know i have a choice, i can just go else where or just stay at home. But i like MOS =( other then MOS is Zouk? But phuture will be damn pack la.. I don't wanna go phuture to get squeeze or push around neither do i wanna rot at home and feed Mosquitos =(. Aiks~ Think i will just go MOS and see how.. No choice~ See if hazel friend can sign us in anot ba.. *sigh* Oh ya will be going MOS on sat too, for Cheryl's B day (eh not beyonce's B day *cold*) is Birthday! =)

2007-06-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

Im a lazy bum.. I knew it since im young =( Now i can confirm that im a 100% pure blood lazy ass... Haiz.. What did i achieve today? The whole day im lazing around! I should be mugging for my test tomorrow T_T. Now its like 12.44am and im still seated infront of this damn idiotic, attention seeking, irritating, boring and sickening computer of mine! Damn it! I should go and sleep now so i can wake up early tomorrow and do some last minute work. Arghhhhhhh.. I just keep thinking that the paper is only 15%, or am i thinking that i still got time to study tomorrow morning? Omg im gone case. Just like what i did in MDIS. For every exam i only study for 2 to 3 hours. & i didnt even attend most lecture & tutorials. Thats why my grades was like B to D. No As at all (more Cs)! Arghhh study study study!! I hate exams. I really hate it. But gd thing is after the one hour paper i can go home. BUT omg, i should be mugging, not posting nonsense here... Help.... I swear i'll shut down the computer immediately after i have clicked 'Publish Post'!

2007-06-03T01:42:00.000+08:00

Today was a boring day.. Or i mean yesterday? Argh its a day when i keep feeling lonely. I studied a little bit. Damn lil, like just doing notes for a chapter on Econs. =( Then i'm tempted by the computer thats is so near my study table.. I thought i will just browse the net for a while, but i just can't seem to get out of my seat. Thou there is totally nothing interesting online! I just start to browse randomly and listen to some boring music. Its like so contradicting, using the computer is sooo boring yet im kind of hooked to it! The worst thing is that staring at the boring computer screen make me feel lonely. A feeling of helpless. It always happen to me when i don't know what to do using the computer. When i got no websites to browse, when i got no game to play and when i have no more interest in the computer! & i hate that feeling. I'll wonder why isn't anyone smsing me or talk to me on the phone. Then i'll think of some sad memories and feel that im a lonely girl. Thats how i turn emo for the rest of the day... I don't know why im feeling bored, lonely and emo when i got so much to study for my test on monday!! I wasted one whole day feeling emo? My god i'm so retarded!

2007-06-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

Was late for school today, woke up at 8.15pm when im having lesson at 9am -.-. Only managed to reach at 9.17am and think Ms Lau was quite upset about me being late cause its my second time. Hopefully she mark me present, but she said she will mark me absent T_T.. When im in class some of my classmate say i look different, they say i didn't put on make up and i look pale. Fellicia even say my eyes look smaller! lol.. Which is true.. I pined up my hair too and they say i look older with my hair pined up =( Like getting married (comments by CH) Boooo. But today i had lots of fun teasing CH. Teasing him about his hair =) muahahah. Make me laugh non-stop. Hehe hope he don't mind, im only kidding and i don't mean it =P. Its weekend again and i have to really start studying for my term test. Its like next monday and i haven really start studying =(. Really need to mug for Econs, Csa and Ob or i'll fail like shit... So no weekends outing for me.. Will be staying at home studying.. Guai guai girl~

2007-05-31T12:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was chaotic. Chaotic as in the people there sucks. Uncivilised!!!! Went Mos yesterday night thinking that clubbing should be fun as its public holiday eve. HOWever i never thought that it will be so damn packed and slammed. Heard the quene for MOS reached the taxi stand. People just keep coming in non stop.. Even till 3.30pm i can still see people coming in, the recept area was packed with people the whole night. Smoove's door was closed and the only way to get to Smoove from trance is thru the ladies and only the ladies. So i can see a few guys walking thru the ladies into smoove. Its like soooo weird and impolite.. Its the ladies and why is guys doing in there? Argh. Luckily we went in early at 10pm when mos is still empty or else we gonna quene and squeeze. But at around 12-1am everyone have to squeeze, smoove is sooo damnnn slammmm. Don't even have space to dance lo!! People like pushing each other in the dance floor and its so irritating! I have to like keep scolding people(no choice). Moreover im not high so its like i felt worst. Thus in my conclusion, clubbing yesterday night was an error. I swear i'll not club on Public holiday eve anymore~ cause it sucks!!!! I hate being squeezed and pushed. Arghhhh chaotic night. Hmm or i can say its a sucky night. I should have stayed at home, at least its more comfortable!!! & I can imagine the situation in Phuture, its gonna be slam like fuck..

2007-05-29T18:37:00.000+08:00

Im a bad ass hunky dudeeeee~ lol.. Lazing at home the whole day, was thinking of doing some revision since term test is next week, but~ im lazy.. Anyway Thursday is Public holiday thus this coming wednesday night, ladies no free entry!! Boooo Sad~ Its not that im stingy, but its wednesday night!!! Ladies night!!! Haiz, its really sucky to pay for entrance fee.. Like waste of money le =X No $$$ $_$ When is my pay coming? hur hur hur T_T

2007-05-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

Should I or Should i not? I'm confused!! I wanna control myself but i can't, i know i can't~ I can't resist temptations, i want it so much! I have been waiting but when its finally coming i feel that i should stop myself.. Its a sin~ I should not commit anymore, i should not hurt her. Its unfair to everyone, unfair to me too. I wanna find a way to reject but i know i can't do it. I know myself too well, i know im bad at rejecting. Moreover its not only rejecting others but also rejecting myself. How i wish things can be more simple, now i know why simplicity is beautiful. Now i just hate complex situation. I should just stop. Stop it once and for all. But will i be able to do that? I have been questioning myself every now and then but i still can't answer myself. Maybe i can do it at the most crucial moment or maybe i should just wait and see...

2007-05-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a long day~ School starts at 9am till 1pm, then we went to have lunch at IT school till 3pm. I went home to rest and went to work at 6pm. End work at 10pm and went to MOS! Yeshh the night begins. Met up with Kim& friend first, followed by Debbie, yifang & robin and finally Juuudyyyy. Missed everyone! Yesterday was a fun night, music is good, people is good(friends) and feeling is not bad~ Not drunk just a little high(only a lil). Drank quite alot but i dont know why yesterday i dont seem to get drunk =p. No pics. All pics in Eli's phone cause she says its better to take photos with her phone =( no diff between 2 megapix & 3.2 megapix lo!!!!!!! LOL. Ok i will get the pics from here and post it here. Feel like clubbing next wednesday cause thurs is a public holiday!! Weeeeeez Love holidays =)

2007-05-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

Gonna work later =( boring boring boring~ But luckily i only need to work from 6-10pm =). After work is the begining of friday night!! Going MOS! With Eli, Deb, YI fang and maybe some other people. Miss Deb sooo much and now i finally get to meet her later =) *Excited* Miss clubbing with her la!! Miss clubbing with Angel & huey wen too. Eh and miss Huilin, jerome they all too.. Seems like i miss alot of ppl =( Hope to meet everyone soon! Drink Drank Drunk~

2007-05-24T19:22:00.000+08:00

Econ's tutor sucks! bleah~ He is such a weirdo la, omg. He looks scary when he gets angry and worst thing he gets angry for nothing lo! Eeee don't like him.. OB is sian, just crap in class and learn nothing during the two hours tutorial =( how how how! Must start to study already! Haiz, Matilda matilda so many guys for u to chose le. lol.. i wanna listen to your advice, but i can't stop myself =( Cant control myself u see~

2007-05-22T20:02:00.001+08:00

The weather sucks. Its damn humid~ My foot hurts =( heels sucks! BoOoo pain..
Hmm so random lol. Today is a fine day, i went to school from 4pm and lecture ends at 5.30pm. (1&half hr of lecture for the whole day) -___-" . Quite a waste of time~ Then went tampines mall to buy printer ink then went home... Its a not exciting day..
THE END

2007-05-22T13:35:00.000+08:00

Some random pictures upload.

Me& Eli~ mos ( wed night 16th may '07)

Me& Eli~ mos ( wed night 16th may '07)

Me & alina in st james staff locker area (march '07)

Me& alina in powerhouse toilet.aka.chimney (march '07)

Me & my friends at DXO on my bday (20th jan '07)

Me & my friends at DXO on my bday (20th jan '07)

2007-05-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

I love to go to school~ <3 ( sounds like a primary one kid omg!)
But i really do~ Love the noisy class of mine. Giggling non stop~ rawr!!!
When im in school i forgot about all the unhappiness! All i have in school is my dear friends~
But i hate exams & projects full-stop Anyways went out with Elizabeth, Matilda & my bro to orchard yesterdat night. Went to outdoor cafe for a drink and then to cine pool for pool =) I don't know why i sucks at pool =P Cause my dad won't teach me ! Rawr, bias, only bring my bro to pool and for me he will say ' no pool for girls' -_____-" evil!! Reached home at 1am yesterday night and chat with elizabeth from 1am to 4am.. Chat about lots of stuff, about our year 2006 in club. Thinking back we feel that its chaotic! But luckily we changed after working in st james, after we see how guys fish for girls... Now all we do in club is drink , chill & have fun with girlfriends! Cool ? Ok no more crap, im gonna do my communication skill exam research now~ tata~

2007-05-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

Working from 8am to 7pm today~ Working make me feel better, at least my mind is being occupied. I also heard lots of stories from Sze wen & layleng. Feel mush better after hearing their stories. I went pet safari with Layleng after work, was feeling happy due to the cute dogs there! Thay are soo soo soo cutee!! How i wish i have one <3! But although my mind is occupied, i know that im still waiting. Waiting for something i longed for. Been waiting for only 2 days, yet it seems such a long time... I'm giving up~ But i know i can't. When the thing i longed for arrive i will still go for it no matter how wrong it is! Schooling tml and im looking forward to it. Hopefully school make me feel happy =) hopefully talking to Matilda can make me feel much much better! Looking forward to tomorrow. Looking forward to fri night too.. Hope i can club on fri night~

2007-05-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

I wanna drink if drinking can stop my brain from working. I wanna drink and get drunk if being drunk can make me stop thinking.. I wanna pour alcohol down my throat if it is able to cool my heart. What can i do to make myself more comfortable. What can i do to make me happy again. All i must do is stop thinking now~ But i just can't. Today sucks too.. My mind is out of control! The taste is weird and it hurts. Never for years i have felt that bad, is it retribution? I don't know! I want my life back! Can i turn back? GO back to that day and i'll chose the other way out! Please i need something to numb myself! Just for a day! Please~

2007-05-19T17:28:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling damn messed up. Shit.. So confusing!! Hate!! Rotting at home~ so boring...

2007-05-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

The word Fuck just keep appearing in my mind and i wanted so much to shout the word out~! I hate liar~ LIAR GOES TO HELL!! RAWR~ CHEATER ACCOMPANY THE LIAR TO HELL! WAHHH SUPER ANGRY! Today is such a fucking day! Emotions goes up , down and now is super down. Its like im happy, then im sad but now im ANGRY! I hate ppl who lie! I can forgive alot of things but i don't wanna forgive people who lie to me~ Cause they don't appreciate my trust! Im feeling damn fuck up. On my way home i can feel my fist clamp together real tightly! and IM SICK! My eyes is swallon, i got flu and gastric pain! Good timing man.. I hate 18th of may 2007. How i hope it never even happened!

2007-05-18T12:19:00.000+08:00

Im happy! Really happy =)

2007-05-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

School life rocks~ LOL. Crappy classmates and nice classmates = No more sian. Always hang out with little Matilda after class. We went shopping! In tampines, Bugis. Keep eating pasta >_<>.< omgosh.. Its fun hanging out with Matilda! She's cool!
Of cause i love hanging out with my sisters too, like yesterday night~ We went clubbing >.<
There are Eli, jude, Hazel & friends & me. Stupid sebas Bangseh la! Next time dont ask him go clubbing anymore!! *angry* hmm i mean ask judy not to ask him anymore =) . CLubbing on Wednesday is cool, no entrance fee and need not spend money on expensive yet disgusting alcohols =) But eli buy me beer ^_^ and beer sucks >.< ! Of cause i got quite high due to 1 tequile pop, 3 vodka lime, half a glass of bourbon coke >< and 2 bottle of Heinken ( i cant take beer lo). Was dancing quite happily cause the song is good =) and eli, jude & hazel was there to dance with me =)) Love them lots.
Went home at 2plus cause i got sch at 11am the next day, BUT haiz i still skipped school today. Cause i got a little hangover, just a lil. Maybe not enough sleep. hehe so sorry to my dear Matilda =P . I forced Matilda to say she feel bored without me =) hehe..

2007-05-12T01:43:00.000+08:00

Just got home from the chalet, it feels great after a nice shower =)!
The chalet is well not too bad. Got nice beehoon with nice hotdogs and tibits and of cause wines and chivas. Drink some wine and some Chivas on the rock.
Play mahjong and Poker and slack? yean was slacking around or rather looking at the guys playing football games (playstation la)..
Hmm nothing much actually, just that the chalet beside were a big bunch of Sec school kids playing weird games. E.g Forcing two guys to take off their top and wear some sexy *women's sleepwear and one of the guy even dare to put on a women's panties!! OMGosh, hilarious la! Was laughing like crazy and he actually dare to run about with the sleepwear and panties, & he ran damn far la.
It may seem funny to the others, and it may seem that he is just being a joker.. But to me it seems that he actually want to wear those women's sexy sleepwear and the PANTIES~! Err sick, maybe there is a Her inside Him! Who knows right! Yawnz.. ok im going to finsh watching bleach ep125 before i go to sleep! Bleah rocks!