Im at the bottom these few weeks, i mean my mood.. Yes i have been feeling demoralised, insecured and forlorn. Due to.. some reasons. I always can't find any motivation for the goal of my life. Now i finally find myself a little motivation. I hope i can hold on to that little motivation and work myself to my goal.

Apart from my life goal, I totally abandone my another goal of saving money! I shopped online everyday! Ok not everyday i buy something. Its that i buy 7 tops, 1 dress, and some cosmeticS online within a few day! Argghh can't stop myself! And i spent like $350 yesterday! My bank account is crying. :( But i can't help it, girls love to shop and shopping online is so easy and i can buy so much just by clicking!

Changing in process~