Been feeling not very well these few days.. Frequent gastric pains that woke me up in the night.. And because of gastric pain i did not attend school today, the homework i finished yesterday(oral presentation) is wasted.. Other then my health problem. i also suffers from other problem, i have been feeling quite down these few days, my heart is in a mess with different kind of feelings all cramp together and make me breathless.. Always tried very hard to cool and control my feelings but it seems useless.. My birthday is coming but im not very excited, i dunno why.. But i just hope i have a great night with my best sistas! Think i really need to spend those precious moments with them.. With them i can feel more stable and peaceful... I just need to rest more i think..